November is almost over...

And I am so freaking glad. I hate this months. Nothing good EVER happens in this month. And I'm glad December is right around the corner.

But then it's Christmas time. Stores are crowded..and I hate that too. I have no idea what to get my children this year. They aren't into anything really. And they also haven't asked for much. Which I should be thankful for...that they don't ask for stuff just to have it.




To You:
I miss you. I don't talk about you as much anymore, but I still do think about you. Almost on a daily basis. I can never forget you. Ian would never let me do that. It seems like yesterday, but reality has set in, and I know it has been years. Years since we last saw you. Heard your voice. He is still hurting, you know? He is still very much upset. I know he feels robbed. I hope one day, he'll beable to forgive you. I hope the anger and hurt will pass and the good memories and love had for you will remain always. Please, tell him it's ok. I hope everything is perfect where ever you are. We need to believe in that.

Love,
Me.